Hi I'm new here

So lil about me. Single mom to a daughter. It's just me and her now but get to start over. I was in a very controlling marriage for a long time. My X was the only guy I had been with until our relationship/marriage ended. Met him in my teens and just not too long ago became free from him. Over the years I lost a lot of friends because he didn't want me to see how happy my friends were. He judged me on what I wore. How I acted. I was actually hoping to leave him but then had our daughter so tried to give it another shot but just didn't work out. But the reason I'm here is I've really been able to experience a new life without him and most of that is sexually. Like I said I only had been with him. Then I split up and a friend recommended I join a dating site and give guys a try. Well I met a guy on there and was really into him and actually pressured him into sex! He was actually trying to be a gentlemen but I was in so much need and just wanted to break the cycle of only being with my X. The sex was amazing but what I realized after the hook up was that I wanted more. The first few weeks I literally was with a new guy every night almost. I just couldn't stop and was hoping to keep finding the best out there. It's something I dont'' really tell many people because I know they will just freak out and worry about me but I honestly just really love being free and doing what I want. I've been able to experience so much since I left my X. I want to continue to experiment and try new things and that's when I found out about swinging. An old friend of mine who is pretty outgoing and open about this stuff told me I should give it a try. So here I am! Thanks for reading and hope to make some friends and learn!